Hollywood

Steely Dan has some interesting lyrics.

Like, “Hollywood — I know your middle name” — I thought that was a particularly interesting one.

It’s from the song “Glamour Profession” — just so proper credit is given.

What is Hollywood’s middle name?

I found this song and the lyric to be quite telling.

I have never been to Los Angeles, at least, I think I haven’t been there.

Regardless of whether I’ve been there or not, I can imagine what it’s like.

That imagination is like a big version of Denver. Or maybe a bigger version of Boulder. Who knows.

I do know something about Hollywood — having consumed their movies for many years now.

Elliott Smith wrote about LA, too.

I don’t know what Smith nor what the band members of Steely Dan thought of LA. I just have my own perception of it.

Lots of fame there, I’d imagine.

The most interesting class

One time I took a metaphysics class in another language.

The language was Spanish; the setting was Buenos Aires, Argentina.

The professor didn’t mess around.

This day I walked into class I was inundated with a plethora of metaphysical topics I hadn’t even thought to consider before.

One metaphysical topic I’d like to write about is how language atomizes knowledge in one’s mind.

I learned metaphysics in Spanish. Thus, the language caused the knowledge to be stored in my mind in a different place than if I had learned these topics in English.

This is my hypothesis.

I think it is so because when I go to talk about the experiences I had in Argentina learning metaphysics in a foreign language, I often cannot recall them in English. I have to translate things in my mind.

Then I will sufficiently be able to explain them, but it takes a little work.

Political Opposition

I am wondering what “opposition” means. I am thinking of the situation in Bolivia. People declare that they disapprove of what has occurred, but many will not act on their sentiments, nor will they be able to act appropriately even if they do feel negatively about the events.

Many commentators on this issue are not Bolivian. I am not criticizing those who oppose the situation from somewhere other than Bolivia because I approach the issue with the same distance. Nor am I saying that everyone who comments on a political debacle needs to be from a particular place in which events transpire, nor even that they should be of a particular nationality. The natural response to a crisis is to either oppose it or condone it, though I am more interested in what people’s opposition means.

Senator Bernie Sanders has commented on Bolivia. Surely, people should be permitted to state their views on this, but I wonder what action they can realistically take.

It seems to me like armchair politicians probably should not make blanket statements about Bolivia because doing so would make them hypocrites. It must be said that I am an armchair politician, though I am not trying to generalize; and I hope I am not being hypocritical or contradictory.

Senator Sanders is not an armchair politician. It is worth stating that maybe I am misreading what he says. I believe his general idea is that the “coup” should not have taken place or perhaps that the new government should not have allowed the violence to occur. His position is a logical one, in that it condemns state violence against Bolivians.

Senator Sanders suggests some measures that seem unattainable. I believe he will not win the Democratic nomination, but his ideas may permeate into the mainstream political establishment.

I think, in the U.S., we need to work on how we think of intervention in other countries. The hands-off approach endorsed by President Trump is not working. Evidence for this is that parts of the world are erupting into violence and protests against those in power.

If Barack Obama were still president, I wonder how he might react to the political situation. Obama is politically moderate, even now. But, we don’t need a far-left or a far-right politician in the White House beginning in 2021. We need someone who is willing to change the country, but who also can keep checks and balances in order. Many people thought (including me) that Obama would stay in the political sphere after he left office. However, he has distanced himself from the political spotlight (perhaps wisely).

The Trump administration needs to condemn these worldwide antidemocratic regimes sharply. These governments are inflicting harm on their people.

The Times

If you read a newspaper here, you’re liable to realize that there is an economic crisis going on. There are various ways of viewing this.

Meanwhile, I sit in my apartment listening to music with glassy vocals that sound like a wall. I say that because there’s a wall of sound–I believe it’s made of platinum–and it’s shiny. Can sound be shiny?

Apparently so. I also have come to appreciate how listening to music on high volume can assist. It can assist the soul to feel how one ought to feel.

I also realized that my postulations at various times reflected exactly how I was feeling at that moment in time.

Nothing I write is intended to provoke. I’ve realized that, too.

Never to provoke, never to incite, never to rumor. I guess that’s what art is, right?

It’s funny how what we call art has changed.

We call art anything that determines its own meaning. But who knows? Maybe art is something else. Or maybe it will be something else.

I quickly got bored of the reports I used to write here.

They were too formulaic.

The shiny reports I used to write were a reflection of times past.

I am now a more complicated man.

I listen to music with synthesizers in it. I am more complex.

I once promised I would write a blog every day.

Hopefully the day I start doing that, I will not have anything interesting left to say.

Or rather, that might be true. Interesting things are only proportional to the frequency of time you use to separate events.

To be continued.

I Call It Epicureanism

The Epicurus Reader is one of those books that you need to read in print. You should not listen to this book in audio format. I did not listen to it. I read it on Kindle. I am not sure an audio version exists.

It’s a book I read in my room in Buenos Aires eating excessive amounts of peanut butter from the jar. I sat listening to Stevie Wonder’s “I Just Called To Say I Love You.” That’s not terribly relevant to the philosophy book.

The Argentine radio station was playing the Stevie Wonder song yesterday morning and I listened to it all day long on Spotify. I was at the grocery listening to it; I was at the gym listening to it; I was even walking down the street listening to it with my sleek green and black headphones. I listened to this song fifty times yesterday in various places in my house. This may symbolize my devotion to music.

I had a “My Cherie Amour” phase in the past. For the non-aficionados, that’s another sad but wonderful Stevie Wonder song. I always thought these songs said something great. They exclaim that life is sad, but that it’s also joyful.

I saw Stevie Wonder one time at the Democratic National Convention in 2008. Other groups played, but I remember Stevie Wonder. Barack Obama spoke.

I was alone in my room listening to Stevie Wonder. I danced. And then the key changes surprised me. The song is post-disco. The bass line drives. It is an elegiac song. It is ironic that it was on the radio.

I send a call-out to all my friends with whom I enjoyed soul and R&B.

That is all extraneous information, but I thought the Epicurus book was interesting. It detailed Epicurean philosophy. Epicurus would recommend eating peanut butter from the jar. He’d recommend drinking copious amounts of water. Epicureanism is about living life.

Epicureanism has some tenets, one of which is the pleasure principle. Pleasure is the privation of pain.

Is pleasure what we experience when we’re not in pain? I don’t think so. Pleasure is something greater than the absence of pain.

The book took me a long time to digest, but I read it very quickly. I like talking about the Stevie Wonder song.

Epicurus was an interesting dude. I suppose he had a lot of friends. I like his ideas.

I first became acquainted with his philosophy in a class. This was a class in which I contested the meaning of what the Stoics said. This class was held in a warm classroom with weird carpet. I don’t remember the color of the carpet. I think it was blue. The chalkboard was green.

For some reason I thought his philosophy was more palatable than the Stoic idea of non-committal to life. I don’t like the Stoics. The Stoics said that people are like inanimate objects. I disagree with that notion.

I tried singing the Stevie Wonder song. It was nice and melodic. Who wrote this song? How did Stevie Wonder design it so that it pulls on my heartstrings?

A Hipster In His Room

And things are good. A cabrón keeps prank-calling me. I’m not sure I should answer this cabrón. They keep leaving messages, additionally. I don’t know what the messages say. I don’t know how they got my phone number, señor.

Anyway, life is good. Calling me on a Sunday, though? That’s ridiculous. It’s my day of leisure—I mean, come on.

It’s my day of rest. I listen to a good song at the moment. It’s good stuff.

My day, of rest, in order to do the things I planned on all week, etcétera.

I toiled all week for this, now some cabrón is calling me on a Sunday for no reason whatsoever.

It’s unjust.

Now, for the kicker. I have nothing else to do today.

Oh, and I’m listening to a record, actually. It’s a new fad, these days. These hipster kids actually listen to records, these days, you know?

I keep feeling like my phone is vibrating, again, though it’s not, in reality.

I have a loose cannon of a mouth, these days. It’s okay. Nobody will sue me over it.

Journals are good to post to the public, correct? I don’t know, actually. I wish I would stop being autocrítico.

That’s the truth.

Hey, and I wonder, why didn’t the person calling me leave a message? I guess they could have, in a perfectly normal world. But they did not. And so they lost my trust.

I suppose they could have left a message, but they’re just some spammer trying to make ends meet, right? I don’t know.

But they didn’t have to call me.

Nobody has to do anything.

Autocrítico, if you haven’t learned already, is bad.

Because if I’m autocrítico, I don’t publish anything. And that’s bad.

And anti-publishing is anti-me. And that’s not a good policy.

Because these policy wonks are just trying to make things go their way. But they aren’t accomplishing a thing. That’s the truth.

These policy guys, with their degrees and all, don’t get anything done but make their clocks tick.

And is making your clock tick a moral reason to do what you do?

And after all, I don’t know if the cabrón who keeps calling me is actually prank-calling or not. Maybe he or she is not actually a cabrón. (If you haven’t discerned already, the term is not a nice one).

But people who call me on Sundays don’t need my attention, I’m sure. It is my day of rest, after all.

I don’t actually answer many calls these days. Close to zero calls have I answered the past few days. I just can’t spend the time. You know? Because I have a job and all. Not really, however.

Listening to this brass band is good, though.

I like the music, largely because it’s good music.

If you have any grammatical tips for me, I would like not to hear them.

I keep listening to the same record on repeat. Yeah, that part I said about the hipsters was true. It was actually true.

Coherence

A breeze comes along, blows some trees about, the air, changing pressure, or whatever is alluded to in science textbooks. People smoke a bunch outside of doors, though nobody ever enforces the rules. It’s okay with me, however. I find enforcing these rules myself to be rather much like what they call, “vigilante justice,” even though I’ve never experienced something like this. I just don’t think people care that much. The cord on my headphones is ridiculously long, as if I were a studio musician who needed the cord length in order to span the distance from the control room to the actual recording room. I look like a vigilante myself.

I am rather sick of the playlist that Spotify has prepared for me about the songs I loved for the year. Last year, that is. It would make sense why I’m sick of it. And so I switch it to the Smiths, an artist I guess I didn’t listen to enough last year to get ruined by the Spotify songs of the year playlist that was designed for me individually. Lucky me. I do like the Smiths. And so I guess these songs will be relegated to next year’s songs of the year playlist. And in due time, I suppose I’ll be sick of the Smiths, too. But that can never happen, I can hear you protesting. I guess you’re probably correct. I wrote some fiction here today, thus, completing a segment of novel material. Novel material. Yes, that’s worth repeating.

I used to have a passion for straight razors, I will tell you. I suppose I thought I was Sweeny Todd or something. No, that’s incorrect, I didn’t think I was him, as that would be screwed up. But I did think I was a renaissance man of sorts. And so I used straight razors for about a year for those motives. I stopped after some time, just because it was not a comfortable shave, we’ll leave it at that. I prefer Gillette Mach 3 (yes, I’ll give credit where it’s due, relax). Why do I like the Smiths so much, you ask? Because they’re good. Listen to them. I think they’re irreverent, too, and so that’s a good thing for my taste. Irreverence earns points in my corner of the fighting ring, I suppose. But the material I write isn’t irreverent, is it? I think some of my fiction may be, but I never share that with anyone. That’s because I’m convinced it’s garbage. I know it probably is not. But I don’t need convincing, obviously. I’m just too egregiously self-centered to release it to the public.

Oh, and I guess I should give credit where it’s due to the Smiths, too. Though I’m not making a works cited or anything for this piece. You’ll have to take my word for it. I give them credit. I can’t really tell them, either. So it’s an implicit works cited, I suppose. Just don’t repeat that in your papers for academia, because the teacher won’t like that (it’s certain).

Chronicle (Part 1)

Story (based on one day in a café):

In this place there are a few tables, all possessing a wood grain that is similar to a cedar tree. Silver poles hoist the tables. My laptop, a spectacle, is silver. Merchandise idles atop the shelves behind the register. My phenomenology now is one of the effects of caffeine pulsing through my nervous system. Backpack man leaves.  I ask for a double coffee. It comes. And I drink the whole thing within a two-minute period. Double coffee means double-espresso, to you people from America (like me). Here in Argentina, they don’t brew regular coffee at cafés, but rather, they brew espresso and call it coffee. This is not treason, but it’s something you have to get used to. When you order a coffee at a café, thus, you will be ordering espresso, not the regular coffee you’re used to brewing at home. That is, unless you’re lucky enough to find a Starbucks down here, at which they have all the regular drinks they normally have (save the really expensive, custom-designed Frappuccinos). I actually don’t know if they brew regular coffee at the Starbucks I’ve been to down here or not. It’s up to you to try that out. Try ordering a coffee at a Starbucks and see what they give you. My best guess is that they’d give you espresso. Isn’t that funny? Yes, it’s a cultural thing, I believe. I believe that the espresso they give you here is slightly less concentrated than the espresso I’m used to in the States, as well. This is because, well, I’m not in the position to speculate. But my conjecture is that this place may even be more coffee-friendly than the States. Yes, I said it. Also, coffee here is more of a social ritual, whereas in the States, on occasion it becomes social, the imbibing of coffee. Coffee in the United States is seen as a necessity for a good day. At least that’s the case for me.

Reflection (about a trip I took recently):

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I am on an excursion to a glacier. On occasion the glacier deposits some of itself into the water, occurring with a loud crash, much like a cymbal being whacked in an open auditorium. This glacier has a name, but I forget it. There are steel-reinforced pathways so that you can traipse around near the glacier and observe it like a scientist would. Though I’m sure a scientist would get closer. We observe like this for many minutes. We ask an intelligent-looking tourist to take our photo (we wouldn’t give the camera to just any old sucker). This glacier is cracked, superhuman looking, with blue shapes and white crests. It looks infinitely more complex than I would have imagined. Glaciers, in reality, tell a story of millions of years, perhaps more. That is the object I see over there near the water. The contrast with the water is immense. The water is blue and then the glacier stands up above the water. The glacier doesn’t want to be near the water. Perhaps someday it will wash away.

Maté, fast pace, and life

Today I went to the gym to lift and run, completing both actions because I wanted to feel good. Then I walked all the way to Shopping Abasto and wasted time at said shopping mall. Wasted time looking for a coffee maker that would suffice, promising to myself I wouldn’t buy anything new, and leaving the mall with nothing. The competing desire was to do homework, but that’s not really a desire, but a task at hand, that I must complete, otherwise I’m screwed… Regardless of the things I just said, I still went to Shopping Abasto, and the pace of people inside there was glacially slow, and so I had to dodge several people on several different occasions. This was all fine, despite the fact that I felt like a trapeze artist once when I slipped past an elderly lady with a cane on the right side, barely squeaking by the wall and this person, whom I almost ran into, and who probably cursed me silently after I muttered “Lo siento,” under my breath, which means, literally, “I feel it.” I did feel it, but I couldn’t tell her at the time.

I wasted time at Shopping Abasto looking for a manual coffee grinder as well, an instrument I did not find there, and rather, I saw what I thought to be a music store, with Marshall amplifiers and a guitar on display, however, the store had nothing to do with musical equipment, but was a mere clothing store. Needless to say, I was highly disappointed by this mediocre performance by the store to show me, a major guitar enthusiast, an electric guitar setup on display, but to sell nothing of the like in the actual store. How ludicrous this was! And I didn’t even bother walking in, either.

My trip to Shopping Abasto was thus capped off by the fact that I had to wait for the subway on the way home, and this was fine. It concluded there, but then I was inspired to buy a Coke in a glass bottle at a kiosco, (a small miscellaneous food item store). And my impulse to write this blog was spurred by the simple fact that I do not wish to do anything homework-related tonight, even though I have a lot of work to do.

And anyway, the glass bottle Coke was ridiculously good, though it may have been the placebo effect from the bottle being made of glass that made the experience so pleasurable, who knows.

And my little brother called me and we talked of video games we used to play, and he recently started playing one of those long forgotten video games again, and thus I was tempted to log back in, but sanity helped me out and prevented me from doing that. This was a game that I had wasted many hours on in my past.

I ate in a small pizza shop where they played a ridiculously good song whose artist I was luckily able to find. The pizza had ham and some red peppers on it. I waited probably 30 minutes or fewer for my pizza to be prepared. This was acceptable to me. I was hungering for a pizza late in the day. And thus I capitalized on this desire.

And I also had gone to Villa La Angostura a couple weeks ago, which was a fun trip, indeed. It was fun primarily because of the novelty of the location; on dirt roads most of the time we drove, especially when you asked for a taxi, and it was hard to flag one down nonetheless… The location was beautiful as well; large lakes were around us, seemingly in every direction, and this was one of the key highlights. The blue expanses of lakes were quite stunning, there were few boats that I saw, at least, and perhaps they were out there, just maybe more in the distance. We did some biking, riding with about 35 people at once, which I wouldn’t recommend unless you have to, though I was able to enjoy a few moments of relative peace and solace during the bike ride, but a lot of it was spent trying not to hit other people in my group. It seemed like a pretty remote place. We flew in via the Bariloche airport, and after that we took about an hour and a half bus ride to where we were to stay. I bought maté and a cup to make it in, in order to integrate myself into Argentinian culture. Maté is a earthy tea that a lot of folks down here love. It is made in a small cup, and is drunk out of a straw, while not-quite-boiling water is poured on top of the fresh maté leaves. My host brother and a friend of mine both taught me the best methods for cultivating the best cup of maté. There are various techniques, but the most important takeaway would be that you don’t boil the water like you do with ordinary tea because this would scald the maté leaves.

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